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The Nursing Home


The Nursing Home
THE NURSING HOME

Each time I passed a nursing home
I'd see her sitting there
A shawl draped 'round her shoulders
And a neat scarf on her hair

And though still in my younger years
I found it pretty bad
That the world could leave her sitting there
So all alone and sad

Old people sort of scared me
'cause death was at their door
It was plain they'd lived a lot of years
They'd not see many more

And yet one day with courage up
I dared to stop awhile
I raised my hand in greeting
She returned it with a smile

And her smile was so inviting
That it pushed my fears away
So I stopped to spend some time with her
To brighten up her day

Though her face was bright and happy
Her eyes were moist with tears
And I guessed that she was crumbling
'Neath the pressure of her years

"Please don't cry." I begged her
"I know you're feeling sad
But tears won't solve your problems;
They just leave you feeling bad."

She eyed me with amazement
Then I heard her softly say
"These tears I cry are tears of joy
I shed them every day."

"I've seen you pass this way before
You look at me and sigh
And I see the sadness on your face
As you go strolling by."

"But please don't waste your sympathy
I feel no grief or pain.
I'm living in my memories
And I am young again."

"I think of all the joys I've had
And all the joys I've seen.
The past is now my kingdom
And I'm its ruling queen."

"And in this kingdom that I rule
It's clearly understood
Bad memories aren't permitted
I dwell only on the good."

"Your past can not be taken
Those years are yours to own
And I walk my path of memories
Whenever I'm alone."

"My memories are of brightness
And they are never grim.
For I relive the happy days
I shared with my dear Jim."

"And I can push back all the years
Until again I'm just a 'teen'.
When I whirled around the dance floor
And was crowned the 'Ballroom Queen'."

"And again I go on holidays
On a beach with silver sand.
When I wore the cutest bathing suit
And gosh, but it was grand."

"And I see my 'graduation day'.
As clear, as clear can be
And again I feel the pride I felt
With my parents watching me."

"And again I live those precious years
When Jim with voice so mild
Would read his bedtime stories
To our wondrous little child."

"Though both my child and Jim have died
I push it from my mind.
For in my heart they both live on
In a time when life was kind."

"You see, my memories let me wander
Through all the years I've seen.
I can dwell in 'age' or 'childhood'
And in every year between."

That day I count a blessing
She chased my fears away
And each time I happened by there
We'd pass the time of day.

The years have finally claimed her
She's no longer in her chair
But in my heart she still lives on
I see her sitting there.

I recall the wisdom of her ways
She had so much to give
I no longer fear my old age
She taught me how to live.

For when I'm getting feeble
I won't let in the rain
I'll just delve back in my memories
And I'll be young again.

K.D. Abbott © 2007


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